January 2009
The little things.
Oh how I adore them, those little twiks you do. Many people would not care to see me smile, and as I see that you try to overflow me with them.
I do not knwo how or why you may act this way, sometimes it just makes me wanna punch you in the face.
Why would you care so much just to see a little smirk out of this face.
But I guess the efforts and hard work has actually paid off.
I love you, and...
I love you like a Redneck loves a 4 wheeler
– My boyfriend :) (via brittanyorange)
joelleworkman:
And then there are the days. I pack a backpack in my mind… lace up my boots… zip up my coat… write my parents a letter… burn everything to the ground and leave. I don’t look back.
I wish the artificail thign we call language was easy as a box of 8 crayons. You got your brown, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, and black. Instead of your indigo mauvelous, timberwolf, purple mountains’ majesty. I mean seriously, who comes up with those awful names that little kids can’t even say. Why can’t life just be easy, everything takes hard effort, and for what?...
Alone i am now. And probably forever will be. No one is a victim here, just to let you know. I’m not gonna make this into a sad love story, but i wont promise either of us. will not be. This is one of the hardest thing to do. It’s like planing your funeral and digging your own grave, and sit there inside until death comes and gets you. I don’t even know why I’m doing this,...
stickam...
is fun.
This weekend was suppossed to be more than just sittign here.
It was gonna be an exciting, off-the-wall, rememberous weekend.
But instead, I’m here in front of the computer waiting for a call from the ER.
Ughh, weekends SUCK.
“I don’t know if I continue, even today, always liking myself.
But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself.
It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable.
But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, ‘well, if I’d known better...
Untitled.
In such a little time we had known each other and already we were smooching and enjoying. Most of the time I’ve searched, they usually ran away from me like if I was a police officer catching them do weed.
More “haha’s” than I’ve ever heard a person can do in the time of the night. While this still became an unclaim territory. And I thought you weren’t...
Don't you realize?
How blind have you been all this time? And why have you been, is the most important question. I’ve tried to overcome everything thta was in my way, obstacles that have been set up by some other player. Not again I will go through this feeling alone and unintelligent by another man. I have a word in every single sentence that might get out of your mouth. Everysingle time I wish to speak out...
So I tried to help him revive from the ground and as a helping hand I am gladly taken. But when she comes in the picture, there isn’t much of my world left to be.
If the world wouldn’t suck, we would all fall down.
I found a really good use of these fingerless gloves; great for typing. :]
Juno: I think I’m in love with you. Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends? Juno: No… I mean for real. ‘Cause you’re, like, the coolest person I’ve ever met, and you don’t even have to try, you know… Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.
I can’t say I don’t love it, because I do. I can’t say i hate it because i don’t. I am hard to rip off this shell off my skin. I want to let ne ou tto see the firmness of the erath and everything around me. I don’t want to be stuck and known as I am known. I change every so often that I keep losing myself. But only getting back a cinch of what i lost. I don’t...